The challenges and obstacles keep coming. They won’t stop, but neither will I.  Every curve ball that work or life throws at me (or us) I will keep swinging and trying for my goal.  My goal is our happiness. Today was a true test of my determination.  It seems the whole world at times turned against me. Work. Home and everything in between.  They give me just enough to hold onto. These glimmers of hope. Like her saying she loves me or just knowing that she’s safe or her saying I could be a dad. But then I go to work and get shit on.  I have to fight to stay in her life as she tries to push me out.  Fuck that.  Im not going down.  Im not giving up. Im gonna fight for the things Im getting.  Im gonna fight tooth and nail until I get it and when I get it, Im never giving it up. Not for anything or anyone.  I fucking love her. I fucking know what Im doing at work. I know where the fuck Im going. So you can either help me, step aside or get knocked in your fucking teeth but Im gonna get what I’m after. because I WONT QUIT. 

I love you 

F&A Shmere